I ask you…..have you ever felt a more stressful feeling than that of the thoughts of the FUTURE???
Well thinking about mine the other day, scared me half to death
Just being asked “what do you want to do when your older…?” makes me shiver at the thought because, I HAVE NO CLUE
Being told today that what I do now can affect my outcome in the FUTURE is a little bar to absorb fully. I want to do well in life, but I don’t want to know right now, I want to have some fun and keep my childhood a little longer.
AND THAT IS JUST THE ACADEMIC SIDE…….
My athletics is a whole other story
Have you ever had 14 people depend on your success to reach theirs?
Go into a game hoping you won’t let your friends down?
Or have you been told that “you better work hard now, or else your FUTURE in the sport, as limited as the opportunities may be, might not be there anymore?
But what if all my work is for nothing….. I may be optimistic and out every waking moment into a game I love and hold so dearly, but what if this game leaves me behind and breaks my heart?
So with my “FUTURE” being decided with every move I make, losing a FUTURE job because i didn’t do the extra work in a subject just to have a little fun with my friends. Or the possibility of playing the game I love and have spent my life working towards for a living, ignores me because I didn’t have that one extra practice.
So I ask you, what should I do?
Before I go crazy…..
